Learn

I've learn a lot about love pass these days.Been tearing down , look as stupid as ever. Yeah i've been in this situation for few times before . And at least i've learn something this time.I've learn to never fall in love too easy to person who doesnt know how to appreciate. Never to fall for the wrong person . Never hoped too much . Its beyond our control to fall for somebody, but if i did.. i'll make it real .The stupidest thing's i've done in life is to fall for the wrong person again and again . Keep hurting for the same lame reason and again im falling to pieces .If my heart could speak, it would probably cursing at me to make em bleeding this much. How more pathetic i could be ? Is there anyone out there who will look at me directly to my heart and sincerely want to take my hands and make me happy ? Just once.. Neyna supposedly to be someone who really2 strong and go through whatever. Never too weak for love . She will get back up and fight for more. But only this time . She really gaves up .

Spastik

Aku ade penyakit spastik bersinopsos tidur lambat, bangun pun lambat . Siang aku da jadi malam. Malam da tuka siang .Pahtu bangun2 mesti nak mengadap internet konon2 benjamin tang nak inbox aku good morning siap kisses la gituu.. And the best part, aku xkua uma langsung pun cuti2 ni. Feeling2 snow white gitteww uolls .Biase la, lua tu banyak manusia pelik, aku xleh tahan dengan hipokrasi dunia <---bajetttttttt bajetttttttt--="">

So cerita dia, semalam aku tido lambat, aku pun on la twitter aku. Baca-baca apa yg orang duk keluh kesah pasal kehidupan dialam fana ini. Then aku terbaca seseorang ni tweet pasal cintan cintut die dengan kekasih hati.Oleh sebab aku dah biasa maka aku buat bodoh la.

Akan tetapi, setiap kali aku tgk TL tu setiap kali la muke die duk berjiwang2 diruang sosial tersebut. Aku terasa seperti ingin men-jackk muke beliau dengan kekasih hati beliau dengan amat kuat sekali.

Tak kisah la kau nak sayang2 ngan kekasih kau,tapi agak2 la.. BBM penuh status kau dengan die, Twitter, Fb.. ape lagi? nasib baik wechat xde status yg leh selalu2 tuka,lau x kat situ pun kau nak meroyan ke?

Rindu

rindunya zaman zaman kitorang masik sekolah2 dulu . Masa tu kita suka buat benda bodoh2 kan.. duduk lepak tengah2 jalanraya sampai pagi2 buta sebab nak mengehendap abang2 baru bawak balik perempuan.  Pergi jogging lepastu buat telemovie pakai gambar. Curi buah duku orang pastu esoknya datang balik mengaku curi sebab rasa serbasalah..  

Haih..cepat betul masa berlalu.. masa ni nak lepak sama mmg susah..sekali dh dapat lepak..macam2 kita plan nak buat.. mmg xsempat lah ..huhu..